Did not expect u will say the 2words..
u r rite, we both are finding the one hu can love each other unconditionally..
i am.. i reali am.. i loved u..
but just that i am tired..
is not abt giving in a not, i am just doing wad i am doing normally,
reacting the same way even if my bf wasn't u...
No point saying this anymore... u dun get my point.. i dun get urs... thats it..
i have tired my best..

Why is it always me who shld called u back?
Why is it always to you i am the one in wrong?
Why is it always me who shld realise i am the one in wrong?
Why is it everytime i cry u didn't even bother even though u say u love me?
Why everytime when i cant speak better or speakmore logical than u, u will say i am stupid or silly?
Why everytime u ask me to think back of wad i said but u didn't do it yourself?
Why didn't u even care about how i feel?
Why is it that u always dun get my point?
Why is everytime LOGIC LOGIC AND LOGIC!!

If love is being measured by ur logic,
i dun think is love..
u said this is the first time u flared up over the phone,
and this is the FIRST TIME I GOT 'SCOLDING' FROM MY BF/S
i reali cannot tahan ur 'logic'anymore..
yes i may not understand
and yes i may say b4 that i will understand somedae when i get older..

Why cant u understand my logic rather than wanting me to accept ur logic?
I reali dunno hu to turn to for help this time, i have tried my best..
If u reali wan me to be the one tokin to u this time, i reali cant do it anymore..
u are asking me wad to do right now.. like a commando commanding me...
this is a relationship not in army!
u keep wanting me to think that i can understand ur saying then take the initiative to speak to u..
but here is a logic question for u..
"Will a bf do such thing to a gf?"
ASK YOURSELF...
if u reali wan it this way, then like u said, you can decide wadever u think is best.

Working with friends are definitely more fun than working alone!
But... these days will soon end i think.. hais..

Let's enjoy these 2 months while i still can be with them!

p.s.i wonder...does anyone still rmb me at all?

my god...
i am freaking tired.. have been working since my grad show ends..
the job i am doing now is super boring and tired..
tired is not becos there is a lot of things to do.. instead there is nth for me to do that y i am so tired!!!

Moreover my darling pris and eileen and mindy have went for a hols le..
i am working alone now.. sian!
but lucky my big bro is with me!
and and and I am finally meeting my dearest bf 2moro!! WOAH!
cant wait...!
Gd nite everyone!
PLS DUN FORGET ME!!!

" Dun angry la dear.. sry la...."

This is wad a bf will say to a gf when the gf was unhappy or angry isn't it?
all the while it has been like that..
to me, even though how unromantic a guy can be..
at least he will sometimes 'hong hong' his gf by some sweet talking even if it just meant to be sweet talk only and nth else...
Of cos the girl will be more happy after hearing those words isn't it?

What is above that i am saying...
is consider as a puppy love or true love?
Someone please tell me...

is not that i dun wan to take the initiative.. but not always..
i am a normal girl whom need to be love by the other half..
but i cant feel the love.. all i feel and thinking now is...
Should i take the initiative to tok to him again?
Nxt time if such thing happen again, shld i be the one apologising again?
Or shld i just end it here?

What happens...
if a couple goes out of topic to chat with each other one day..
Does that mean... thats the end of it?

Sometimes I ask myself..
am i reacting the right way..
does that trouble u?

Argh...!!!
dunno wad course to choose for uni!!!
As most of them noe the courses that i am interested is business..
but my diploma cert is actually from design... so that means that if i were to go for business degree..
i had to be extra hardworking than most of them..!!!
Another thing is... i dunno whether shld i take part time or full time..
and if i were to take full time and concentrate on study.. i would have to work for at least one year for me to have enough money before i start my uni...

Ah really headache ..
my mom was actually suggesting me to go out work first...
but i think by the time i would have no interest in studying le ..
Sometimes i think how good it would be if i am some rich xiao jie..
dunni to be headache over such things le..
what can i say...

This is FATE!!!
Time for my show!

Name:Chuah Wei Ting
Age:18
I like all my friends that i have!

All the things that girls will desire to have!
loves : friends! presents!
hates : BHB peeps, backstabbers, betrayers, to be alone.

Pris
Eileen
Jun Jie
Jason
Freddie
WenChuan
Choon yi
Jing Ying
Verena
Kaili
Chok
Kaziie
Jazmine
Glenn
Gladys
Pixie