.Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ' 10:43 PM
& things that, are not worth, just let it go
jsut back from my class chalet.. so tiring.. although i am the one hu take nap most of the time.. shld upload pics (if i received any..) nxt time! and the chalet does not turn out to be a dissappointing one luckily.. although a lot of them nv stay back:( . spend most of the midnight time hearing my friend's life story... he is such a talkative guy sia.. can talk throughout non stop for a few hours~ hahaha.. wanted to went to work after reaching home at 11.30am but my manager is so kind to allow me to take leave=D and so i slept the whole afternoon slping 2dae..
I came to realise many things...
one of them is that.. i am not alone.. i have friends.. gd or bad friends around me concerning abt me.. and family...
My life may not be as colourful as expected now .. but no matter wad.. i am going to carry on..
As i have been relying on ppl these few years.. I feel that it was so hard for me to learn how to be independent.. But i have been trying so hard since i broke up with my ex which is like 2 months ago.. i depends on him a lot last time when i was with him and of cos it became a habit to me.. so sudden break up with him was like the end of the world for me during last time.. and that is y i could not accept the sudden changes and do not noe how to cope with it...
But now i am glad i have learned.. learn how to depend on myself and not others... Onli to be independent can you survive in this society... but i will always rmb i am not alone! Special thanks to pris and eileen for pulling me out of hell.. and make me live again! and of cos not forgetting my beloved mom~! She is the best...Thanks to all the friends out there for showing me so much concern~
I AM OUT OF THE HELL~!
