.Sunday, November 1, 2009 ' 9:41 PM
& things that, are not worth, just let it go
What can i say after yesterday?
i reali hate myself for being drunk on my birthdae..
The feeling of being drunk is reali terrible.. i promise i wont get myself drunk again..
i guess i just embarrassed myself in front of everyone.. my bf, my sec friends and poly friends..
perhaps i was too happy that day..
and i reali tot i could drink.. and didnt noe that is an 'after' effect thingy..
i bet i make everyone not happy that day...
To my poly friends,
Reali thx so much for sending me to the studio to rest and taking care of me whole nite..
esp to sinyee... i bet i give u a lot of troubles..thx so much for staying my my side..
and thx glenn for helping me to tell my mom not letting her wry.. reali appreciated...
and to wc.. hope you wont angry le kk.. and i hope this wont affect our friendship also..
to wilson, thx for helping me taking care of priscilla..
To all, I noe my bf and my sec friends reali make you all not happy and angry cos they wanna to take me and pris to hotel and restand maybe wanna to do sth else.. but just to let u all noe my bf is being over-anxious and wry for me.. i didnt noe y u all didn't wan to let him noe where i am resting..but i noe you are all just concern abt my safety..
Once again... thanks so much.. i reali owe u all once..
To my sec friends,
Mindy, i noe you are feeling terrible yesterdae and i noe you are feeling drunk too that u vomitted also.. and sry for making you waiting for us throughout the nite in the rain even though you are not ffeeling well too..
haihong, i noe you are super angry now... with my poly friends for taking pris and me away by not telling you.. but i wan u to noe they are very concern abt me.. and reali sry to make you wait in the rain also..hope you can reali forgive me and pris.. we reali didn't wan that to happen..
And lastly to my bf,
i noe you are wry for me.. cos my poly friends just drag me into the car without letting you noe where are they driving me.. leaving you in the bar...
and they switched off my hp to let me rest in the studio.. and that you are so wry that you actuallly make a police report ..
but i just wanna let you noe... i think what my poly friends did were rite... as in they brought me to the studio instead of hotel for me to rest..
but on the other hand, they were also wrong for not letting you noe where i was resting..
AND ...
wanna let you noe, when you are angry, its SUPER scary..
i just scared you will do sth to my friend cos i noe you have the ability to do that if you wan...
and I just feel super relieved that you noe you are partly in wrong yesterday after you cool down that you wanna to apologise to my friends..
Your 'hot temper' reali make me cannot tahan... hope you reali can change if you can la...
P.S. I promise i wont get drunk again!!!
i just cause too much trouble when i was drunk!!!
