my story

2010-04-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

Did not expect u will say the 2words..
u r rite, we both are finding the one hu can love each other unconditionally..
i am.. i reali am.. i loved u..
but just that i am tired..
is not abt giving in a not, i am just doing wad i am doing normally,
reacting the same way even if my bf wasn't u...
No point saying this anymore... u dun get my point.. i dun get urs... thats it..
i have tired my best..

2010-04-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

Why is it always me who shld called u back?
Why is it always to you i am the one in wrong?
Why is it always me who shld realise i am the one in wrong?
Why is it everytime i cry u didn't even bother even though u say u love me?
Why everytime when i cant speak better or speakmore logical than u, u will say i am stupid or silly?
Why everytime u ask me to think back of wad i said but u didn't do it yourself?
Why didn't u even care about how i feel?
Why is it that u always dun get my point?
Why is everytime LOGIC LOGIC AND LOGIC!!

If love is being measured by ur logic,
i dun think is love..
u said this is the first time u flared up over the phone,
and this is the FIRST TIME I GOT 'SCOLDING' FROM MY BF/S
i reali cannot tahan ur 'logic'anymore..
yes i may not understand
and yes i may say b4 that i will understand somedae when i get older..

Why cant u understand my logic rather than wanting me to accept ur logic?
I reali dunno hu to turn to for help this time, i have tried my best..
If u reali wan me to be the one tokin to u this time, i reali cant do it anymore..
u are asking me wad to do right now.. like a commando commanding me...
this is a relationship not in army!
u keep wanting me to think that i can understand ur saying then take the initiative to speak to u..
but here is a logic question for u..
"Will a bf do such thing to a gf?"
ASK YOURSELF...
if u reali wan it this way, then like u said, you can decide wadever u think is best.

2010-04-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

Working with friends are definitely more fun than working alone!
But... these days will soon end i think.. hais..

Let's enjoy these 2 months while i still can be with them!

p.s.i wonder...does anyone still rmb me at all?

2010-03-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

my god...
i am freaking tired.. have been working since my grad show ends..
the job i am doing now is super boring and tired..
tired is not becos there is a lot of things to do.. instead there is nth for me to do that y i am so tired!!!

Moreover my darling pris and eileen and mindy have went for a hols le..
i am working alone now.. sian!
but lucky my big bro is with me!
and and and I am finally meeting my dearest bf 2moro!! WOAH!
cant wait...!
Gd nite everyone!
PLS DUN FORGET ME!!!

2010-03-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

" Dun angry la dear.. sry la...."

This is wad a bf will say to a gf when the gf was unhappy or angry isn't it?
all the while it has been like that..
to me, even though how unromantic a guy can be..
at least he will sometimes 'hong hong' his gf by some sweet talking even if it just meant to be sweet talk only and nth else...
Of cos the girl will be more happy after hearing those words isn't it?

What is above that i am saying...
is consider as a puppy love or true love?
Someone please tell me...

is not that i dun wan to take the initiative.. but not always..
i am a normal girl whom need to be love by the other half..
but i cant feel the love.. all i feel and thinking now is...
Should i take the initiative to tok to him again?
Nxt time if such thing happen again, shld i be the one apologising again?
Or shld i just end it here?

2010-03-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

What happens...
if a couple goes out of topic to chat with each other one day..
Does that mean... thats the end of it?

Sometimes I ask myself..
am i reacting the right way..
does that trouble u?

2010-03-04T23:08:00.003+08:00

Argh...!!!
dunno wad course to choose for uni!!!
As most of them noe the courses that i am interested is business..
but my diploma cert is actually from design... so that means that if i were to go for business degree..
i had to be extra hardworking than most of them..!!!
Another thing is... i dunno whether shld i take part time or full time..
and if i were to take full time and concentrate on study.. i would have to work for at least one year for me to have enough money before i start my uni...

Ah really headache ..
my mom was actually suggesting me to go out work first...
but i think by the time i would have no interest in studying le ..
Sometimes i think how good it would be if i am some rich xiao jie..
dunni to be headache over such things le..
what can i say...

This is FATE!!!
Time for my show!

2010-03-03T00:34:00.003+08:00

Yeah.. earth is round! i shld cheer up!
wad for i upset over a guy who doesn't even concern abt me.. haha..
Suddenly i felt i am like a dumbass.. putting in effort towards every relationship...
but it still turn out like that.. Fate ah... haha..
Fate tells me that i shld not have any bf..?

P.S. If you think i am in wrong, sry..
cos i think that i am not in wrong at all~

Tomoro shld be a long day for me! nite everyone!!!

2010-03-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

What do u mean by saying u letting me win..?
hais.. seriously.. when u said that i dun concern abt u.. it reali hurt my heart
in one day, u did not even msg me much, i tot is was fine.. and i knew u are busy at work..
but... even when u finish ur work or even finish ur sch... did u ever inform me?
Ya.. sometimes u did... but then no msg or reply from u afterthat..
i scared i would have disturb ur class when i msg u.. so i tot after sch u would just at least msg me that u are going home or wad..

And did u even care where i am by the time u finish ur sch and that i have to wait for u to reach home then sms me which is like 11 alr???
perhaps i was outside doing proj.. or perhaps i was outside with my friends..
u did not even question me where am i... and did not even wry abt me walking alone home in the dark at night..
U tell me.. am i expecting too much from u?
i noe this is not the first time.. i tot the first time u said that u wont make the mistake again..
i tot u said u scared i would get irriated if u msg too much..
Here i tell u.. u r not ! infact when i can get onli 2 or 3 msges from u per day, i get dissappointed...
sometimes i reali hope that u would msg me more..
sometimes i even wait for ur reply..
Are u reali concerning me as a bf?
Is it.. until onli its late at night.. that u will rmb me and said u miss me?
hais.. if u reali think that i am expecting too much from u..
Please... tell me..

2010-03-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 years plus since i cried...

For someone...

2010-02-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

i wonder... are all guys the same?

2010-02-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

Another year passed! is 2010 alr!
and i am back blogging..! this blog is just like my diary..
i looked back at my previous posts and i realised... time passes reali fast...
I am alr 20 this year.. so many things had actually happened..
and i came to realise how aimlessly i have been spending my life..
I wanted to start a brand new life.. i wanted to have a peaceful family..
i wanted to have a caring bf.. etc...

This is the life i wanted to have!

2009-11-01T21:41:00.004+08:00

What can i say after yesterday?
i reali hate myself for being drunk on my birthdae..
The feeling of being drunk is reali terrible.. i promise i wont get myself drunk again..
i guess i just embarrassed myself in front of everyone.. my bf, my sec friends and poly friends..
perhaps i was too happy that day..
and i reali tot i could drink.. and didnt noe that is an 'after' effect thingy..
i bet i make everyone not happy that day...

To my poly friends,
Reali thx so much for sending me to the studio to rest and taking care of me whole nite..
esp to sinyee... i bet i give u a lot of troubles..thx so much for staying my my side..
and thx glenn for helping me to tell my mom not letting her wry.. reali appreciated...
and to wc.. hope you wont angry le kk.. and i hope this wont affect our friendship also..
to wilson, thx for helping me taking care of priscilla..
To all, I noe my bf and my sec friends reali make you all not happy and angry cos they wanna to take me and pris to hotel and restand maybe wanna to do sth else.. but just to let u all noe my bf is being over-anxious and wry for me.. i didnt noe y u all didn't wan to let him noe where i am resting..but i noe you are all just concern abt my safety..
Once again... thanks so much.. i reali owe u all once..

To my sec friends,
Mindy, i noe you are feeling terrible yesterdae and i noe you are feeling drunk too that u vomitted also.. and sry for making you waiting for us throughout the nite in the rain even though you are not ffeeling well too..
haihong, i noe you are super angry now... with my poly friends for taking pris and me away by not telling you.. but i wan u to noe they are very concern abt me.. and reali sry to make you wait in the rain also..hope you can reali forgive me and pris.. we reali didn't wan that to happen..

And lastly to my bf,
i noe you are wry for me.. cos my poly friends just drag me into the car without letting you noe where are they driving me.. leaving you in the bar...
and they switched off my hp to let me rest in the studio.. and that you are so wry that you actuallly make a police report ..
but i just wanna let you noe... i think what my poly friends did were rite... as in they brought me to the studio instead of hotel for me to rest..
but on the other hand, they were also wrong for not letting you noe where i was resting..

AND ...
wanna let you noe, when you are angry, its SUPER scary..
i just scared you will do sth to my friend cos i noe you have the ability to do that if you wan...
and I just feel super relieved that you noe you are partly in wrong yesterday after you cool down that you wanna to apologise to my friends..
Your 'hot temper' reali make me cannot tahan... hope you reali can change if you can la...

P.S. I promise i wont get drunk again!!!
i just cause too much trouble when i was drunk!!!

2009-10-23T01:42:00.002+08:00

please tell me wad i shld do..
i told you the truth..abt wad is my mom expectation cos i wanted you to face it...
i dun wan to lied to you... cos its not being fair to u..
but i did not expect you to have nth to sae to me after i told you everything...
not even how you feel u dun tell me.. it makes me feel very helpless.. and make me feel it was wrong for me to say all those things to you...
i reali dunno wad to do ... but i noe from ur voice.. i can tell you have sth to say... that you r sad.. you r dissapointed etc ... but you just dun wan tell me how you feel.. hais...
I dun wan you to keep everything yourself... let me share the pain with you can?
Please... open up ur heart and talk to me...

P.S waiting

2009-09-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

yeah! i am back blogging again!
and its hols again..
but i dun feel a single tinge of excitment actually...
cos i gt to look for jobs for this one month so that i gt eunf $ to pay for the dec japan study tour with my other 9 classmates..
intially i was feeling real happy and lucky that i am "selected' by drawing lots amongst 50 plus students
everyone has been waiting for this chance to go.. so without any much consideration, i agreed to go for this jp tour.

but now i think i am starting to regret...
cos i tot i was able to cover up the $1700 jp tour if i am able to find a job and work for this whole one month.. but now i just realised i still had to pay my sch fee this coming october which is another 1000 plus..
Worse still, my mom is starting to blame herself for not able to fork out those $ for my jp trip..
and thus her condition became worsened again becos of this issue..
all along she tot that the 10 person hu are going for this trip are personally selected by lecturers .. i have explain to her so many times that is being " draw lots" i was just being lucky to be selected.. but she just refused to listen and said that the trip will help me to improve my grade and so on...but NOT!
Thus she has been supporting and encouraging me to go...
but now i reali dun wan to waste the $ to go for a jp trip which will not help me to improve my grades at all and even cause my mom's condition worsened! i reali dun wan to go...
But i guess now there is no more choice... cos i have alr agreed and the lecturers are alr proceeding to book the airline tickets and all...

Damn... i reali duno wad to do now.!
i just hope that my job would provide me a very gd pay( if i gt the job) that i could cover my sch fee and my trip to dun let my mom wry over the $ thingy... hais...
kk.. i am going to slp now.. going to interview 2moro.. nite!

2009-07-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

another day pass~ haven been out lately..
cos i am sooo super tired ffrom work..!
and realise i havent been blogging for long also
cos i havent yet to get any pics from my cousin and friend...
haha... i shall post again when i have the time!
*yawn* going to slp soon~
nite everyone!
see ya soon carling**

2009-07-05T01:53:00.003+08:00

Hope you can understand my intention...

Forget abt the past...

2009-07-02T22:27:00.003+08:00

My workplace is at kovan instead of lavender...
khairul tricked me -_-!
but to my surprise, it was just like nxt to my uncle's office,
although he is always not at the office at all but at least it made me feel better...haha
It is in a normal HDB flat, they just rent the unit and make it into office..

And i have a great time working there!
and i just find out the toy museum belongs to them!
The toy museum is a real real COOL place! And the toys in museum are onli 10% of the boss' collection!
I went there for twice alr but i still feel like going everyday!
And guess wad.. there is even a restaurant and WINE BAR INSIDE the museum!!!
WOAH...the environment is.. super super nice!
And And And...
i get to TOUCH some of the toys collections!!!
heard that the employees even the manager of the restaurant working there did not even get the chance to touch them la! so honoured la!
i must say ppl there are real nice! esp richard!
He bring me around the toy museum , explaining the history of the toys so briefly, interesting..!

Sadly, the toy museum is not located near our office..
Our office is at kovan, toy museum at city hall...
But i was wondering if the office is some where near the toy museum , it would be so great!

Carling! the toy museum is just located oppsite Bras besar!
I will bring you there someday kk!!!

And oh ya! i forgot to mention
I don't need to work on sat!!!!!

2009-06-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to my cousin, kim yean!
her 21st birthday spending with us..
cos i think her friends are all in malaysia...
sad rite... but hope todae's dinner makes her birthdae happy a bit.. haha!

I will be going for my intern on monday!

and the super suay thing is i have to work on sat also!

i was feeling like shit when i know that... cos it was like onli me and another guy in class going to work on sat.!

somemore the pay is not high also~

but i guess i am much better than those who is attach to none of the compannies..

hope i can do well and pleased the boss there!

And i finally handed in all my works in sch 2dae!!!

i shall have a gd rest time 2moro and sunday!

2009-06-24T22:33:00.004+08:00

Super tired and stressed..
i slept for 3 hrs on monday night.!
I just finished chiong-ing my atm proj... which i think i reali did badly..
cos the shape and wadever and the concept is last min then decide one!
and then i have onli one day to prepare everything.. rhino, photoshop, illustrator and ppt.!

And now, i have just finish my atm proj, my eco proj became the problem..
I just realise that the lecturers failed me on last presentation for my eco.. seriously sux la!
i bet i was the only one kenna failed by them..
And fridae is the dateline! Just now when i was consulting my mentor, i reali cried out..
STRESS!! and i still clueless abt wad to do! i mean.. i know wad to do after seeing my mentor..
but i think the other lecturers doesn't like my idea AT ALL! and i gt a strong feeling that onli my mentor will pass me..

Hais.. wad shld i do...
tomoro i shall start the work.. PLS help me!!!

2009-06-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

National museum triP! woah woah! AGAIN pls.. i dun like to do work!

2009-06-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

Finally gt company wants me!
heard that i am going to a company doing cute stuffs !
and somemore the company is at lavender, quite close to my house!
30 min mrt trip! yeah!
super excited! but todae my presentation for my eco project reali did badly..
all the lecturers shooted me!
think i am the only one kenna shoot so badly amongst the rest.. somore m.gan is not around to
help me! reali feel damn sian with this proj liao..

and the worst thing of all is... my atm proj ni to start all over again!!!
i wonder if i have time to finish everything nxt week..
but i cant go to sch 2moro!

Hope everything goes well.. Pray for me!

2009-06-14T12:33:00.004+08:00

chanya become so pretty! but still so white and fair.!

haha.. shall meet up some other days before she goes autralia!

Life is like that...

Full of unfair...

so..i have to admit it..

2009-06-12T22:17:00.005+08:00

I miss my classmates..

I miss my holidays..

2009-06-09T11:26:00.006+08:00

Taken by carling..

Taken by me..

See the difference?..hahah
I think i still gt a lot more to learn from her !

Photograghy skills! Pro yo!

And it was definitely fun shooting things along our way..

great thing to have a good Cannon camera too!

hope i can own one myself ..

BYE~

2009-06-05T22:45:00.004+08:00

happy weekend for me!

time for resting..

i am exhausted...

2009-05-25T00:01:00.001+08:00

went out for dinner with my little cute cousin and family!

luv her so much:)))

2009-05-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

feels reali sian nowadae...
monday to friday.. in sch till around 6 playing games? doing work?
sat ...went for dance ..
sunday.. family day...
is as though i am doing things repeating every week..
i dun even feel like going sch someday..
cos i cant do any work in sch seriously...
maybe i just dun have the mood to study at all..
super super sian! someone save me!!!!!!!!!!

p.s i have the same feeling with you sometimes.. feel like isolating myself.. but i feel that you are so much better than me.. so cheer up!

2009-05-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

Finally we are in our final year in nyp!
and.. of cos our 'rank' is higher that each of us can have our own desk!
is just like a second 'home'... hahah
gathering well with the other class.. i must sae they r real friendly! haha..
but i still look forward to 5 months later when everyone gathers!

Some of my friends' desk..

i think mine is the mess-iest rite.. hahaa

shall update again when i am free~

p.s miss you darling!

2009-05-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

miss ya so much my darling pris!

2009-04-24T23:39:00.001+08:00

2009-04-17T14:16:00.003+08:00

BOREEEDDDDD~~~~
seems like everyone is so busy with attachment, work, projects..
and here i am slacking as time goes by daily..
and finally, school gonna reopen on monday..
but i dread of going sch suddenly..
it feels totally different compared to the very first day i was going nyp..
i suddenly feel un-energetic, lazy and boring...
hais.. what shall i do... ... ...

Where have all my friends gone???
-- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

2009-04-11T23:14:00.004+08:00

went ktv with my best friends~
mindy and hh~

and of cos not forgeting my darling lao po la!

Who esle can be more camwhoring as us! hahha!
went to tamp one with my darling todae~ damn crowded sia!
but the clothes selling there are damn tempting~
specially the japanese shop.. need to queue for half an hr then can get in sia!
the clothings are cool though esp the guy's ones... realli SPEACIAL!
so GUYS, go and grab them before there is no more stocks!

haven reali shop the whole buliding..
shall go again nxt time!

2009-04-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

Good luck to those going attachment tomoro!
and see ya all 6 months later!
but hope during these periods we can still stay in contact with one another...
i will definitely miss u all!

and 3 months later will be my turn to go for attachment!
hope everything will be fine for me by then!
and of cos the gathering was definitely great...

2009-03-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

6 years of friendship...

2009-03-25T23:53:00.002+08:00

oh my god!

i actually received 3 msges and 2 wanted to add me as friends with in the 5 min i logged in to tagged!

its had been at least one year since i log in..

and still clueless abt it...while anyway i did not intent to noe more abt it either...

anyway...

went to wild wild wet for the first time since it has been open!

it was great! FUN!

defintely MUST go again nxt time!

2009-03-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

sick...
cough, fever, running nose and sore throat...
and my body is aching...
AH!!! hu can help me!!!

why haven i received any calls?

2009-03-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

yeah!
i finally gt what i want!
but most of my $ gone~
and i will save up to buy more stuffs for myself!

and let go out somedae class!
misses u all... hahhaha!

2009-03-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Random ppl suddenly toking to me randomly..
Weird!
but.. of cos is good...
we are friends!
maintaining the friendship is the most impt..
and it reali made me feels real great to have these friends!

hopes everything remain the same as now...
friendship > relationship

2009-03-06T10:42:00.002+08:00

my blog is reali going to be real dead ..
i am just going to post a few pics for my recent outing..
ktv with my beloved two friends~

me and my darling..! almost one month nv get to see her le cos she too busy with exams studying at home..
but finally..! we get to go out.. and of cos to our favourite ktV!

that's all for the update..!
just like jaz and kaz.. i am too going to become a 宅女 !
AHHH.....>>>>>>

2009-01-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

me and ' big head'! hahah!
he came back with his family to celebrate new year in singa!
so long nv see him le... become so skinny yet his head is still so big! CUTE!
happy new year to u all anyway!!!
and hope everybody spent ur CNY well this year!

2009-01-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Again.. i have to say...

' HE SUX!'
'BIG TIME...'

2009-01-15T23:35:00.001+08:00

another day passed!
BORING~
8 projects coming haven complete yet..
STRESS!
datelines coming nearer and nearer...
but dun feel like doing anything...
LAZY!

what to do..
life has to go on...

2009-01-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

and.. to you..

i needed your help..
NOT your money...
what i needed was just ur advice and encouragement
and not other things..
cos i could turn for no other ppl help except you..
you knew this jolly well...
but what you reply me reali humiliate me...
saying that what i needed was money
hey man.. i have the money! and i wouldn't be so thick skin to ask a large sum from normal friends..not even my best friends.. much less is you..
is just the feeling of helpless.. you understand?
if you dun mean to help.. just say so..

2009-01-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

Ah.. i am stuck in garry's report.. AGAIN...
and what could be worst?
i have been sick and laying in bed for days.. been taking mc..
so it was as if i have not been seeing my classmates for years..
but...
what could be the worst out of the worst?
not sure...

cos the doctor just scare the hell out of me..
sounding everything so serious...

BUT still i haven gone for check up yet
and I pray hard... that i did not need to suffer...

2009-01-06T22:45:00.004+08:00

mayday concert!~~~such a crowd rite....

everyone were reali high!!!!

our photo time!

like 3 buddies ah~ they bought mayday t-shirt together~

that all for the update 2dae!~

2009-01-05T13:50:00.011+08:00

2nd day of my triP!

First destination:休闲农场

pluck our own strawberries!

九族文化村。。this place is so fun! there is even playing place like escape themepark inside!

where 公主小妹 was shooted。。nice rite..

日月谭。。。the hotel is so nice isn't it? haha...

i will update the 3rd day of trip soon! hahha

2009-01-05T08:20:00.003+08:00

I HATE GARRY!!!! HE SUX !!!
HE IS THE WORST LECTURER I HAVE EVER MET!!!!!

reali gt damn angry when i was trying to rush out the stupid teacher's report now..
i reali dun wish to see his stupid face every mondae.. it reali spolit my mood...
the moment i see his face.. i would think of his bias-ness...
out of the 24 students presented for the articles... i gt the lowest marks..
i gt onli 60 plus and the rest of my classmates gt at least 80 plus to 90 plus..
it was not fair at all!
just because i am the first few to present..
just because my article is the most interesting one yet i cant present it well (TO YOU)..
just because my eng is not that gd..
but i must say i really work hard for that article.. i mean.. i work for the entire weekends just for you article! and this is what i got..
when my friends say i presented well and they could understand my ppt yet you cant and this is where i reali dun understand at all the reason y u mark me down..
if i were to get 70 plus for this.. i wouldn't be complaining so much..
but hey garry.. isn't it too much different from the rest of them! 20 marks different pls!
and now i have to do report for you
which the report and the presentation marks out the grade of ur module..
and i knew i wasn't going to do well for my report too cos my eng is just too poor..

hais.. i knew i wasn't going to pass this module..

2009-01-02T23:53:00.004+08:00

First day

Before setting out to taiwan...
our singapore tour guide is a girl.. and she told us that we are the most lucky grp becos our grp consist the least no of ppl which is 28...and the thing is 14 of them are my family members and my relatives.~ Woah!

see how happy he is... haha.. his first time going abroad..

some of my relatives...

our first eating place...(buffet breakfast) and the food was quite bad to me and and so my first impression of taiwan food is that the food here maynot be as nice compare with singa.. but when i reach other places later on.. i realised.. I WAS WRONG!

and we reached 九份 later on in the afternoon.. and the food there is real nice! but the place is super crowded! we waited for a LONG time b4 we manage to find seats in one of the stalls to eat..

some of the nice food our taiwan tour guide introduce... we called him *xiao wu* (the one using laser to point at the names of the food)..and we ate at this stall... haha..

淡水老街 another good place to find nice food!

情人桥　at 淡水码头...

西门町.. i guess everyone noes this is a great place in taiwan for shopping.! but believe a not.. i manage to buy one shoe there.. haha! the place is just too big!

That's all for the first day of my taiwan trip! shall update the second day later!

stay tuned.!

2008-12-19T11:38:00.003+08:00

invite by chanya to go her hse to watch movie~
and is fun of cos!
and the small movie threatre available there is cosy~
a nice place to gather with friends!
but the sound system wasn't very gd that day, so abt half the time we are watching silent movie.. hahah! but nvm.. i still think the movie is gd!
hope nxt time we can have more time gathering.. miss u all so much!

hmm... they love me so much... hehe...

And i love them too!

big me in front...

see the word'cheer'?

chawit, haihong,pris,chanya,shuwan and me!

me and chanya! misses her so much!

me and pris.. my beloved gf... hahha!

and i am ready to set off for my taiwan trip tonite!

Taiwan, here i come! woah woah!

BRB......

2008-12-04T12:02:00.001+08:00

The girls..

my class! ( gurls onli)..
like them so much!

2008-11-30T23:28:00.002+08:00

ah~ getting fatter nowadays..
but i am going to excercise in sch on every thursdae or maybe tues after sch!
and maybe going gym with eileen and pris every sat if they wan!
i wan to lose weight so badly! cos ppl have been calling me " fei zhu" liao..
haha.. although i noe they joking around onli...
but i think i am now under the 110% category liao.. sian.. and soon i am going to be overweight if i dun excercise!
i guess i just ate too much in school liao~ oily stuffs in sch.. AH~!!!
and when i tried all the pants i gt in my drawer todae,
i found that most of the pants i had i cant even wear alr!
and i was like OMG! SUPer shocked...
even my dad say i am FAT... ARGH~
and i dun even noe i am gaining weight until i stand on the weighing machine..
and there... 5_ kg ( i shall not reveal the nxt no cos the figure is super scary~)
Aim: To lose at least 5 kg~!

2008-11-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

went for my cousin, ah jing wedding dinner at hilton hotel(orchard)..
and realised she gt a christian name call samantha if i am not wrong..
and the place is super grand...i like the environment so much..
but sadly the food does not turn out be to very nice..
and of cos saw my 2 beloved cousins whom i haven met for LONG i believe.. haha!
and so pretty rite they! me look like an ah ma beside them.. so pai seh! haha!
and i drunk one glass of wine. that y my face is so red.. so ignore me in the pic.. i am super ugly i noe...
i did take photo with the bride.. but just a pity cannot ask the photographer to send me the pics..
hahaha.. and i had a wonderful dinner..~

and i shall not post the pics taken at wc' hse cos it just too many! hhaha!
u can take a look at them at either jaz or kazie blog!

2008-11-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

looking forward to taiwan this hoildae!
this is my first time going so far away! and i am soo excited!

anyway, went to wc's hse after school on fri ( class gathering)
this is the second time i went there and i still felt his house is super nice and cosy
Aircon! woah! how nice it would be if my house is like that...
and gathering once again! and fun i must say..
but i left early cos xt have to..
unluckily there is no more train service when we reach toa payoh..
and had to cab to xt hse instead.. 50% charge lo!! lucky xt hse near there..
and of cos i stayed overnight at her hse cos is reali too ex for me to cab home that time..

and of cos the nxt day when i got home immediately i pei my mama shop for more clothing
cos taiwan will be around 8 degree at dec hols!
suppose to meet my pris and haihong for gym and movie in the afternoon..
but i shopped till forget abt time and it suddenly rain so heavily that i cant got home~
and it was like around 7 pm when i reach home and i was reali too tired to leave my house..
so nv went to meet them...
so sry darling~ i broke my promise.. nxt time i sure will go de kk? haahah!

and i will update all the pics in wc' hse if i got them!

2008-11-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

i cant hold my tears anymore..
now. even my mom is not defending me .
she blames me. blames me for everything.
to her, i am useless, i guess.
to her, i am to blame for everything i does.
to her, others is always right, i am wrong.

when i fought with my friend and tell my the other friend,
she will always say i am the one in wrong.
she said. i should not care about anything.
that she meant i cannot share anything with my friends,
even though i have troubles and worries.
and she always say i would follow wadever others said or what others did.
as if i cannot have my own opinion,
cannot have my own way of doing things.

She said i was the stubborn-est girl in the world,
which cause break up btw me and wenjie.
until now, even though it had pass almost one year,
she still blame me. blame me for being so ignorant and stubborn
that end up breaking-up.
which make me weird, angry and sad.
i know it had been hard for her
cos she misses him. and she likes him lots.
and over this year,
times and times again she would remind me that i am the one who is in wrong.

YES, i finally shouted back to her today.
i told her.
I am in wrong for everything.
It was correct for my friend to comment abt me.
It was rite for wj to break up with me cos of my stubborn-ness.
It was wrong for me to share things with my friend.
and...
I am blame for everything. I am wrong for doing everthing i does.
I am useless and I am sorry.

What are friends really for then?..

2008-11-14T21:48:00.003+08:00

the words are written by my small bro on his sch whiteboard.
This is what happened that day when he wrote this...
he was actually watching show when his font tooth suddenly shake..
and of cos it bleed.. then he was gettingvery nervous and scared..
and that time my mom was in the toilet bathing while i and bro were contiuning watching show ignoring him while he was bitting on a cotton wool to stop the bleeding..
he was getting more and more nervous when he saw his tooth bleeing non-stop..
and while he was like keep shouting for help but we totally ignore him..
he went to write this note on the whiteboard with different colour markers and pass it to me..
when i saw his message on board.. i was laughing like hell!
cos is so cute can!! hahah!
and if u notice..u will realised he actually spell 'want' to 'went'!
and after that my mom brought him to the dentist..
but eventually his tooth dropped while they are on the way there..! hahha!

ME!!!
but a lot of ppl say doesn't look like me sia!
so sad.. and i noe i look so much cuter and better when i am small..
hahah! and heard from my mom that i am like the *white-est* person in class during nursery!
and a lot of ppl said my skin is so nice..
but now... dark cirlces, pimples and black heads everywherecan be seen around my face..

okok... i shall start doing projects if not someone going to say THINGS again.. bye!

2008-11-13T23:59:00.005+08:00

to someone out there...
if u have ANY issueswith me, just speak directly to me..
just like HOW pix toks to me and others in class..
i reali hate those ppl who backstab (as wad i written in my blog) or *pai ma pi*...
one side of u trying to be nice to me, the other side of u saying/ writing bad words abt me..

and if u think that i THINK i have did a lot for the project
of cos i admit i did not much for the project,
but u did not do much more than me either isn't it?!
only scan and put in the pics? is it a lot? well... i dun think so...
i mean hu cant do it man! and u noe wad.. i did the mock ups for exactly 2 hrs...
although they turn out not that nice...
but hey! if u think i am not contributing to the grp and just trying to PROCLAM CREDIT from anyone u think.. i must tell that U ARE WRONG!
or perhaps i think u r the one who trying to doing so...
i have been doing sketches for my idea and doing the mock ups all this time isn't it?
i mean ...whats more u expected from me?

if u happened to see my blog.. or thru somone u noe abt this..
frankly, i reali think u are a two-sided person~
and this is reali bad i must tell u..
if u wanna be a back stabber, pls do it in a clever way nxt time..

2008-11-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

a treat from my cousin, Choong.
cos is his son's 3 years old birthdae~!
but the funny thing is his son is in malaysia butmy cousin still insist to treat us! LOLS~

my little cute cousin~ isn't she cute????!!!! hahah~

a snapshoot by her~*wad expression???*

and went out with hai hong yesterdae after sch!

and he treated me to 007 movie~

and xt came along with us! hahah!

they had become *brother and sisiter* now liao

of cos he treated her to the movie too

super gd! they reali click along well! hehe..

hope everything goes well in school~

no more troubles or complaints for me PLEASE!!!

2008-11-06T23:36:00.009+08:00

so tired recently!
had been going out these few days..!hahah!
and is with different batch of friends!
and they are reali reali fun to be with!
went to eat sushi with sin yee and carling at tues..yesterdae went kbox with some guys and them..
and todae.. went to watch them play bb and had dinner together at sch..
i shall upddate some pics when i had recieved!

Wed
no sch!
and we went to beer factory for our packaging lesson..
with karen, our ang mo teacher leading us..
the trip is soo fun!
and sin yee with her big cam taking photos like every where she goes~ haha..
i shall update all the pics when i gt them.. i guess there are reali too much photos for her to transfer and send them to us!
the place is reali super cool..
there is even a bar inside for us to try free beer!
and the atmosphere there is reali super nice and cool!
i drank abt 1 and plus cup tiger and heineken beer!

me xt
me kazie
the bar!super cosy!

weekait douglas

me xt wilson

me wt paul

the girls!

xt me jaz

me yelena

the guys!

Here are the beers available there

and i drank these 2.. tiger and heineken~

my face turned reali red after that.. and i shall not upload those!

super ugly~ hahah!

2008-11-04T23:17:00.009+08:00

My birthday!

happy birthdae to me!

making a wish~
and thanks for coming my dear sec friends!!! loves-:)))

hai hong me!

someone put sand into my shirt.. idiot~

cousin me mybro pris shuwan eileen and vanessa!

mom and me! loves her!

My class!! love them so much=DDD

glenn carling galdys weekiat and jasmine

gladys

andy

jaz Carling

raymond paul

smoky sia~

kaz car paul and wenchuan

jaz kaz

nicolette

yelena chris

wenchuan

the food my mom prepare~!super nice!

weekiat

sinyee me!

sinyee me jaz

me xt

carling- bbq-ing?

kaz- her fav marsh mallow~!

douglas (the one that lift his hand up)

That's all!

and i definitely have a great time/ day with them~!

2008-11-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

heard that this bear cost like $90 plus? including the beautiful packaging.. i was like WAH when i heard that... hahah! anyway thx for gifin me this!

this is another nice one! from haihong.!

perfume from my cousiN~

Some of the Big/lovely presents i recieved.~!!

i shall update others when i got all of them~!

2008-11-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

Had such a great time during my birthdae!
and it actually out that my bbq is more sucessful than last time class gathering when onli half the class attended~
reali reali a big thank to my beloved classmates and those who try to rush there even when u all are busy.. APPRECIATED!=DD
and hope all of u all have a great time too?-:)
Once again thx soo much for coming!

and of cos thank so much my sec friends who had come to the bbq!
think u girls have a great time too? hahaha..!
pls forgive me if i cannot reali company u all that day~

and of cos a BIG BIG thank to my mom who had prepare the food since morning that day!!
eh... no.. should say that she had prepare the food ready for few days b4 my bbq started..
and many of them said the food is delicious! and i definitely had no doubt abt it!
Cos my mom reali can cooks the best and most delicioius food!
and of cos my dad for helping me to deliver the food to ECP even when he is still working..

I shall update the pics when i get all of them!

2008-10-27T13:28:00.002+08:00

xt!!! she is reali nice friend... hahah!

and as most of them noe.. i will be holding a bbq party at east coast park this fridae~

PLS PLS PLS do come if u can ok???

see ya u guys soon!~haha!

2008-10-27T13:19:00.002+08:00

AH~
so frustrating!
i have been mark down on one of my module just becos my eng is poor..
WTH! and the worst part is...
ah.. just dun wanna mention.. it sounds so stupid!

anyway recently i found that our class have been cliqueing with each other
better and Better!
which i think is great!
i think we shall contiune to keep this up yeah? hahaha!
and of cos sometimes conflict do happen..
which may cause to a big misunderstanding..:(
and and.. i have been shopping for like almost every fridae with friends
that i spend $100 over for clothes per week since sch started!!
i am such a spendthrift.. and i tell myself i shall STOP here!!!
hahha!

2008-10-19T01:11:00.006+08:00

i don't know what exactly is happening to me...
i just feel weak.. perhaps too much stress when sch started
or perhaps.. is something esle which is bothering me...
something which i cannot get of my mind? i am not sure.

Everything is happening real fast when sch started...
projects given everyday...
And i think i shall just relax.. deal with my studies
But concentrate? i guess i am unable to do so.
Well, I just have to try..
Try to get rid of all the 'rubbish' in my mind..
Maybe someone could help me. But i am not letting that one to help me.
And sometimes i just ask myself 'why?'..
Why am i not willing to let others help me?
I am just hopeless i think... ...

I deliberately walk past that place..
That place which holds the memories...

2008-10-14T19:27:00.001+08:00

Life has been tough for me.. hais..
not onli my timetable sux, also once i started sch i got lots and lots of pro le..
the worst of all thing is.. i have to present and come out with a ppt explaining to the class wad design is by NXT mondae!! moreover, the stupid teaher have not even given me the article for the project yet!
i was going to be super DEAD DEAD DEAD...and i was suppose to present for 30 mins on that particular day!
and MOREOVER my eng so sux! and my knowleadge abt design is so limited!
i reali dunno how can i survived on nxt mondae.. hais...
and i am the onli gurl who needs to present nxt week since my register no. is 3..~
and that is soo suai~
i think i will be super nervous by then that i faint on the spot! lols..
just hope everything goes fine on that dae~

2008-10-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

on sw's birthday~!

SW's birthday! and gurls' gathering too!

me preparing the cake~ yummmy!

finaaly done! is it nice?~ hehe..
and balloons too!
the tape pasted there is done by me too! haha~
WET~

and we sure had fun! shall meet up nxt time ~

2008-10-14T19:01:00.002+08:00

SNAPPING at toilet!
this is wad we normally do when we are working!haha..
there are too many pics to get from pris.. so i can onli grab them in pris'sblog for now..

2008-10-07T09:12:00.002+08:00

Timetable finally out...
and i can onli use one word to describe.. that is ' SUX!!!!!!!'
nxt sem is going to be the busiest time for me i guess...
classes all ending LATE..
the onli thing that i was happy abt is class is going to start a LITTLE bit later this time..
and i could have longer slp.. gd thing huh? haha...
this week is the last week to work! time reali pass so fast... scch restarting again..
no time to meet with my gurls again i think.. hais...

shall update some pics when i get from pris.!
some that we took in GE... hahha!
and ya.. had lots of fun celebrating sw's birthdae sunday at chanya's hse!!
and we are all 'wet' before we take a taxi home..
* haha.. dun get the wrong idea!*
we shall meet again soon ok!!! hahah!

That's all for now! i am feeling a bit too sian after seeing my timetable..~

2008-10-02T09:06:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!
finally back to blogging and working..
have been resting at home to recuperate..
those who are working with me should noe that i had stomach prob for more then 1 weeks le..
and not going for work for 4 days.. HAIS!$200 plus pay..gone!
and of cos cant celebrate for both wc and xt's birthdae at bugis.. so sad~
but still Happy bithdae to u guys!!!

went to have a walk at ikea yesterdae with my family...
it was reali great to be able to spend some time with family..since i have not done that for very LONG time i guess..
Supposedly wanted to go there to take a look at sofa(s) but end up my mom bought a wardrobe for me and other more things like long mirror which i wanted long time ago...
soo nice for her can.. Love you mom! and dad for helping me to fixx the wardrobe! ( even though he still did not mange to fix it properly~ hahah!)

i am still feeling quite weak now though..
but this is just the right time for me to lose weight too as i have not much appetite to eat for the past week..
*Thank gurls for concerning me for the past few days! and thx to jj too.. for suaning me once i get back to work todae...-_-!

2008-09-23T12:09:00.008+08:00

presentatin u... ....

the very blur sotong...!!!

Working in Airforce..!

Nice working with my 2 girls~

soon jj will be joining us in work!

p.s finally gt someone to entertain us liao ah.. girls.. hahah!

2008-09-19T12:29:00.002+08:00

ya.. i am blogging at my work station now..
it had been sooo boring since i started to work..
even though i must admit, time passed damn real fast...
one week and one week. sch is going to start soon again... sian...
last week spend the whole sat with pris to celebrate her birthdae!
and she sure gt a lot of surprises from us! esp me!!! hahah!
but some of surprises were spolit due to the blockhead manager of BBQ chicken in ehub,
actually we wanted to surprise her by presenting thecake we brought after eatiing there.
But the manager came to ask ' Is the cake ready to serve?'staright after we ate finish and surprise just gone..( we DID tell him to serve the cake onli when we gif signal to him)
but it was fun though, pris sure haf fun rite??? hahah...
will update some pics when i gt them from her.. i haf beening waiting for weeks for the rest of the pics.. slow pris...

That's all for todae !
p.s and O ya.. we finally haf the internet access again le! *happy*

2008-09-12T20:41:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone!
i am finally free and NOT lazy to blog..
haha..anyway wad i have been doing recently is just working and working alll days..
but working at AIRFORCE is another new expeerience for me though..
although i was under the HOT terrible sun working from 9 to 7..
and could not tahan to work for another day after the first day.. haha..
my whole body was burnt after working that day...and super tired..
can find out more from pris's blog!!!

That's all for todae!!!

miss ya much!!!

2008-08-22T22:55:00.001+08:00

Class photos!
ah... miss them so much...~

2008-08-12T22:07:00.003+08:00

My parents were fetching me home late from my friend's hse which is near geylang last fri when i finsihed my project..
then we decided to buy some durians home..
my family have been addicted to eating durians recently.. weird.. haha..

we went to one of the stalls and my mom starting choosing durians while i was trying to find a basket for her to put in..
then one of the helper there saw me trying to look for sth and ask me..
helper: xiao jie, can i help u?
me: do u have any baskets for me to put in the durians?
then he asked me whether plastic bag is ok.. then pass me one..
after that he ask me did i came alone and immediately i pointed to my mom and he replied ' oh.. with ur mom ah..'
then he asked for my name and purposely prononuce my name to ' ting ting' which is sound super disgusting to me..
afer that he kept asking for my number and of cos i refused..
if i am not wrong.. he had ask for my number for like more than 10 times while my mom is picking durians...
and when i were already away from him, walking towards my dad's car after paying...
he suddenly shouted "I LOVE YOU!"
i was like OMG! he must be crazy la!
i was so pai seh that i did not even want to turn around my head to look at him...
but i must admit he is a funni and quite handsome guy though.. haha.. even my mom said so..

hope my parents dun bring me there to buy durians again.. hahaha...

2008-08-12T21:56:00.004+08:00

My holidaes finally arrived!!!
and i just noticed that i have not been blogging for weeks! Oh man..!
too busy with my projects past few weeks.. and i actually did not even sleep for one of the night to chiong my last project.. and when i reach sch, some of them were like asking me why am i so pale and eye bag so dark and big and stuffs..
BUT... all these are finally over and i can have ample of time to have my slp!!!

went to swim last last sat and get sun-BURN not TAN~ hahah..my skin is peeling off and is super disgusting.. haven learn my lesson and will apply lotion b4 i go into the water.. haha.. !

2008-07-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

me and pixie:)

jaz, me pix, yeelingand ver (the one behind is raymond- the guy who always get bully~ hahaha!)

Have been super busy doing rhino for my vacuum

and finally completed todae..

and of cos i get a lot of feedback of how it is..

but sad to say, almost all are bad comment except a few...

some sae is container for sweets, some sae is motor and bla bla bla..

BUT IS A MINI VACUUM CLEANER!

Super tired now.. finally can blog and sleep early!

nite everyone! i am going to have a swt dream!!!

2008-07-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

me and pixie:)

2008-07-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

This place look so much like an interior of a space ship..

but actually is a tunnel that leads us to the HP cutomer service centre.. haha~ super cool la!!!

but the HP company is so far la! we took abt 2 hrs ride from sch to reach there.. sian..!

my lappy ( CD drive is in faulty).. so went there to fix...

verena
yeeling
* entrance of 'spaceship'

Anyway thx yeeling and verena so much for company me!!!

2008-07-19T23:31:00.003+08:00

todae's last lesson for dancing...
but going to start agian in august~ ! and winnie is goin to teach us again.!
perhaps she will learn more nice moves in japan during this 2 weeks and teach us when she is back!
went to have dinner before taking bus home..
2dae is reali not my day i could say...
i was chasing after my bus and i finally manage to broad it..
then there was this guy tapping his card in front of me
i just rush in,
and my head knock into his elbow when he was tapping... i dunno how the hell it happens but it did..
every passengers in the bus was like looking at me cos i am the last one to broad...

NEXT thing...
the bus is full so i had to stand
i am like one of the onli 3 passengers hu are standing .. and i hold on to one of the poles to balance myself..
then the driver suddenly gif a sharp brake...
i NEARLY fall but didn't, just that while i was stepping a few steps infront to balance
my slipper give out the 'PA PA PA PA' sound..
i was super pai seh at that point i swear!!!
after i alight, i walk thru a wet mud( short cut) to lift and i nearly slip and fall into that pad of mud...
the disaster haven end yet...
while helping my mom to do something just now,
i spill half the bottle of GLUE onto my leg..
and i took a long time to remove it...
then my small bro spill sweet desert my mom make onto my leg straight after i am done with the glue!!!

SUPER SUPER SWAY!!! hais...
night everyone!!! dun so stress!

2008-07-18T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!
knew everyone has been super stress and tired recently...
included me of cos.. almost slept at 2 and woke up and 6 plus for sch everydae.. sian!
4 hrs of slp.. is going to kill me soon~ my eye pad is getting darker and bigger
and 2dae supposed to have info grahics lesson..
i am like one of the earliest to be in sch..( the 2nd/3rd person)
but turned out the teacher did not came but worst still we are NOT supposed to go home til end of lesson!!!
everyone had been rushing for this lesson's assignments till very late last night and had not enuf slp.. i suppose...
and i am like rotting in that class for 4 HRS!! doin NTH at all. cos i haven sent my lappy to fix yet~ cannot do work without my lappy!
and stupid sch virus.... AH.. hate it man.. dun wan mention abt it..

and anyway.. i went to buy some curry sauce with my mom yesterdae..
cos i SUDDENLy feel like cooking katsu curry don for my family for dinner..
so i travel all the way down to TM with my mom when i reached hm at 6 PM!
then straight away i drop my bag and went to TM.. weird me..
then saw matt and qin koi sitting beside starbuck..
they must be laughing at me cos i am actually sitting behind my mom's bike.. hahha!
and the curry is super nice and cheap! you must defintely try!!!
LOVE it so much.. haha~
that all for todae~ have tooo much pics to upload yet haven received yet~
shall upload when i am SUPER free!

could only say some guys are just TOO bo liao...

2008-07-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

funni and fun girls~!
they love take photos... me too of cos... haha
went to see doc yesterdae and i did not attend sch..
i had a sleepless nite on sunday cos my throat is killing me...
i tried to slp at 12 plus and finally get into slp at 1 plus..
then i woke up at 2 plus and fall back slp till 3plus..
and then i could not get into slp at all cos my throat is super super pain..
and get to slp again at 5 plus at last.. but woke up again at 7.. and could not slp again..
and so i went to the doctor.. cannot tahan~ haha.. and took one dae mc..
then realised i not onli have sore throat but fever, running nose and cough when medicine are given to me... sian...
a lot of people said my voice todae sounds a lot nicer than normally... hahha!
hmmm does that mean i have to fall sick forever? ~ i hope so if onli that could change my voice...
i am feeling a lot better now! hope tomoro will be a better day for everyone!

2008-07-13T23:03:00.002+08:00

oh man.. my sore throat is killing me...
cos i ate one plate of chilli with rice todae..
my throat suddenly hurts when i get back home...
and is reali super sudden...
sian... i HATE having sore throat..
i rather have fever, running nose or cough or wadever~
i feel so terrible right now.. AH~
hopefully 2moro i will get better!

2008-07-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

went out the whole dae todae.. was super tired.. hahah
went to hokkaido fair in tampines mall..
and bought a few items.. the food there i swear is super nice!
but i dun have the $ to buy all the food there...ah...
then went for dancin class.. and play bb after that...
and while playing...
i accidentally scratch leo's hand.. and of cos bleed..
and what's more the skin that i peel off from his hand stay inside my nail
i bet is super pain la... but he deny is not... haha..
but so sry :(
i can onli sae that i am a very rough girl.. lol.. so dun try to play bb with me nxt time!
then went to have pepper lunch for dinner..
i am tired now..
night everyone! shall update with pics nxt time..

2008-07-11T19:03:00.002+08:00

JUMP!
nth much to do in class~ haha
so take many many pics~! there is a lot more
but are too big..
and i am lazy to upload... haha

AND i had been addicted to singing nowadaes~!
if i have the time and money i will go to K everydae! hahaha!
perhaps for now i will go everyweek once!
anyone wanna join me? hahaha
and just realised i did very badly for my info. D and C for exercises...SAD!
i shld work hard for the final and get at least an aver of mark B!!!
those ppl hu can help me pls help me can??? haha~
see ya~!

2008-07-11T00:19:00.003+08:00

i am so tired now..
been rushing projects nowadaes...
all of them seem so busy... sian...
but i actually went for 2 days of K on tues and wed.. haha~
and now is reali time for me to work hard!!!
but the strange thing is ...
there seems to be a lot of projects due...
but i feel like i am slacking and slacking..
what's more...
i just feel that 2nite... i am the most hardworking person...
hahaha!
shall update my blog more when i am free!

2008-07-06T16:53:00.002+08:00

This batch of lovely girls are my classmates... fun to be with them.. hahah...
anyway yesterdae went for dancing...
but winnie( our instructor) gt show on and another person took over her..
is a guy called wei jie...
he is a friendly guy but i still prefer winnie to teach us...haha..
cos i think her move is much cooler and flexible than his...LOLS~
ok... i shall sart to do my projects le...
see ya folks!!!

2008-06-30T18:14:00.006+08:00

some of my classmates... they are nice! hehe...

busy with projects recently.. no time to blog at all...
yesterdae i stayed up to 3 am to do assignments...
cos i onli saw classmate's email at 6 pm telling that there shld be 10 ex due todae...
moreover my com breaks down and my lappy CD rom spolit cant install the software..
then the stupid teacher actually told us todae that the assignments are actually due in 3 weeks time.. and onli ni to submit 3 out of the 10 ex!!! i was super unhappy abt it la..
i guess all my classmates also stayed up very late to did those exercises...
super tired now...
BYE!!!

2008-06-24T22:46:00.005+08:00

i am back to bloggin past one week's activties!!! sry for the late posting.. been toooo lazy...

Last wed:
Finally we finally gt our much deserved treat from the guys, jason and jj~!! cos thru my recommendation of job from me to pris and then pris to eileen and eileen to them ,they gt into great eastern joB~ thus they owe us a treat of cos due to the extra bonus they get for working there onli 2 weeks~ they have spent abt $170 last wed for treatin us at nihon mura restaurant, Kbox, arcade and pool at ehub.. and e hub is reali reali a super nice place to hang out with friends.. have been there for 3, 4 times.. hahaha!
i shld not post the pics since it has been so long ago~

Last sat:
pei eileen drink at illy that day cos she is in a bad mood. she just broke up with her bf...
but i think now they are patching up soon..lol...
i shld recommend cranberry volka and cherry brandy to everyone~ i swear these drinks are the nicest wine i ever drank! ESP cranberry volka... WOAH~

this is our cute instructor~!!!

That's all folks!!!

see ya!

2008-06-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

Introducing.... some of my poly friends!~ ( Last time pics.. anyway) hahaha!!!

This is me!!!

Went to watch movie with them todae..

is onli the SECOND Time watching movie with them ever since poly year started.. LOL...

see how busy and slack we are... hehehe..

but my classmates are all nice and lovely ppl!

Class activties are getting more and more! YEAH!!!

hope this will maintain throughout the years~

i am tired.. nite!!! hahaha!

2008-06-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

Story sharing time!
...

There is this girl call En who is both intelligent and pretty... She has been with 100 guys over all these years ...however...she still could not forget her first love, Li...
Meanwhile.. her manager has been treating her very very well these years and En knew deep in heart that he is truly in love with her... But she just could not bring herself to fall in love with another man while she is still thinking of her first love becos she knew this is too unfair to him...

After soo many years.. she finally saw Li 's pic on the recent newspaper and realise he has become a well-known sucessful business man..
Then.. En went to find him.
When Li saw En...he seems so touched and happy..

From that day onwards.. he would give En a rose everyday..
Once.. he even annonuce through the media that he love En a lot... ...
To cut it short.. he will tried all means to make En believe in him again...
At first En was reluctant...
But she saw Li's sincerty and effort.. and finally accept Li's love once again...

For the first few weeks since En accepted Li's love..
She has been very very happy...
But totally neglected her manager's feeling...
Soon eunf.. En quit her job due to Li's encouragment...

It is Christmas eve... En went to find Li because for the past few days since she quit her job, Li seems to be very busy with his work and seldom had the time to go out with her...
En: Tomoro is Christmas day... you must make your whole day free and company me ok?
Li: huh.. but 2moro i have a very impt meeting lehs...
En: I dun care la... !
Li: okokok.. 2moro i will rush to meet you after the meeting ok? Happy now?
En nodded her head happily...
Li kissed En 's forehead and then went back to work...

Nxt day... En waited for Li under a big christmas tree early in the afternoon...
Few hours passed... En still could not get through Li's hp...
And she waited and waited...
Soon... the night falls in...
She was very very dissappointed..
While walking alone in the street .. she saw Li..
Li was holding a girl into a restaurant...
En called for Li...
En: Who is that girl?
Li: since you saw this, i will tell you honestly.. she is my gf..
En: Then wad abt me?! You said you love me!
Li: yes.. i did said i love you..but i love her too(pointing to the girl waiting at the restaurant's door)
He contiune...
"We still can be together though.. You still can ask me out as and when you want.."
...
Now...
En is now a married woman..
marry to her manager of cos! and she got back her job too...

She hated Li .. she wil not forget how Li treated her...
but she did not blame him at all... in fact she is grateful to him...
for now.. she felt that she is the happeiest woman in the world!
...

2008-06-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

Sat:
went to shop at tm a while then went for my lesson~!!
there goes my every sat.. with lesson on~ hahhaa

Sundae:
Happy father's daY!!! and i bring my dad mom and my bro ate sakae sushi in the afternoon..
then come back home and take a nap a while...
and at nite my elder brother treat both my dad and my uncle~
hahha~ FIRST time dunni me to pay!!!

Mondae:
went back to sch to attend lesson the whole day...
SIAN! a lot of my classmates skip the second part of the lesson and went for K box..
AH... but i cannot afford to skip anymore lesson... so sadly.. i didn't go and join them...

going out later~!
see ya later!!!

2008-06-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

went to escape with this grp of ppl~

and of cos had a lot of fun!!!

i was sick but i actually played everything there..

from 2 to 8pm.. non- stop!

then after that jaz join us for dinner and arcade at dte'e ehub!

the place is reali nice~

nxt time shld go there forkbox and stuffs~ hehe...

AND and and....the sfaffs in the escape is damn funni and friendly la!

(i shld not go into detail... hahah!)

no wonder jj has so much fun working there~ although pay is so less...!

had lots of fun though!

2008-06-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

i am feeling weak for the whole dae todae.. sian...
and i vomit every food that i ate in the morning...
and i had gt no appetitie.. ate onli one small bowl of porridge since morning...
went to see doc just now... say i had acidic stomach i think...
is not that i nv eat proper meals.. in fact i ate a lot...
just that i ate wrong things...hehe...
too tired to upload more pics... haha~

SOME of my classmates!!!

me- unwilling to pose this way actually.. see my face.. ahhah!

2008-06-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

went to celebrate wilson's birthdae yeterdae..
but it turn out more like a outing.. hahaha!
but wilson appreciated anyway~
went to eat at NewYork New York then went for arcade and pool
i did not play much though...haha
but overall still enjoyed myself ~
and thx sinyee and carling for companying me!

I am exhausted now~ hais..
cos i am having a fever of 38 degree..~
body aches...damn..
i am actually feeling ok when i was out for ktv todae..
although my stomach dun feels gd...
but when i reached home... i suddenly feel a little uncomfortable in the head...
And my mom told me is a fever but i dun believe her till i use the thermometer...
thursdae will be going out! dunno if i can recover by then... SIAN~!
i will be posting pics tomoro probably! hahaha!

take care everyone!!! dun fall sick!!

2008-06-08T23:48:00.003+08:00

We are crazy.. we actually took noeprints for 2 times.. hahhah!
for $22 ... but reali fun and nice!

2008-06-07T23:16:00.002+08:00

Do you feel sad for the girl..?
...
She looks to him so sadly
As her heart and eyes fill with tears
She knows what he's about to say
She has now realized her deepest fears.
He says he'll always love her
But he has to let go
He takes her hand in his
But the blood in her veins has stopped its flow.

She stays silent to take it all in
Then wonders why it has to be this way
She can't understand why he feels
That he just cannot stay.
He hugs her tightly in his arms,
Her heart in shattered pieces upon the floor
She looks at him and knows
She loves him to her very core. He used to smile and say
That he'd love her forever and today
Now as she recalls
She's scared those were just clever words to say.
She cries hard and can only seem to whisper into his ear, "Please..."
He hugs her tighter and says,
That she isn't losing him completely,
That he'll love her the rest of his days.
She trembles as he kisses her forehead
He tells her she'll be all right,
As he says his last goodbyes
And disappears into the night

That unforgettable goodbye kiss... from him

2008-06-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年以后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没有了等待……　　
你走的那天，我决定不掉泪，迎着风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼……　　
多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心……　　
带著一根烟.浪迹天涯……　　
木头对火说:“抱我”!火拥抱了木头`木头微笑着化为灰烬!火哭了!泪水熄灭了自己……当木头爱上烈火注定会被烧伤……　

...

　
当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是另一种明白。　
我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己...　
回家的路上我哭了，眼泪再一次崩溃孓.无能为力这样走着，再也不敢骄傲奢求了。我还能够说些什么，我还能够做些什么？我好希望你会听见，因为爱你我让你走了...
不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！　　
是我的终究是我的...我终归是你的一个过客...
你始终不爱我...注定我和你就是什么都不会发生 ...
`注定`注定只是注定`
不管我怎么跨越
不管我怎么想靠近你
你还是离开了我...

2008-06-02T23:44:00.002+08:00

no ideas! no ideas! no ideas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have been sitting on bed for hrs...
still cannot think of anything! SHIT!
dead lines.. deadlines... driving me crazy~! AH!
hoildae is so near.. yet i am feeling so stress...
sian! some one pls help me!
i am going to squeeze all my brain juice out le!
GIVE ME SOME INSPIRATIONS PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-02T00:14:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK!